vent

Time to vent like hell,
i have recently found i can not sleep this is not a good thing as i am late for college in the mornings.
my boss at work does less then i do and i have a lot of staff complaining at me it is like world war one at work with trencers drawn up front staff against the kitchen and each haveing there own internal battels.
i recently found that the gas leak in my kitchen is starting to affect me which is not good.
my littel brother who now works with me has not pick the job up as quickly as people would like and has adopted my mannorisim in the kitchen which annoys people as he does not have the right or the respect to talk the way i do.
my boss even has be causing problems to do with the most basic rules of hygine.
to top it off i got a grilling off my sister about bonding with my father and mother and grilled off a friend because of what happend between us before i met my loving fiance who i can not call as i am stuck at college work and the time diffrence is making it harder.
i want to kick he crap out of something but do not want to lose controle.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
that feels a littel better now i just have to talk to my littel brother my boss and sort those problems out as no on else will!!!!!!!!!

so.......

It has been a while even though the only person who may be reading this is my loving fiancée I though I would add to my blog I have had so hard times lately my loving vampire has been stressed out and I can comfort her and my craving of cigarettes which I quite a while okay seem to have come back with a vengeance I find my self sitting and staring at the wall for hours on end but I will not give in.


but there have been some good times too I have finished all the rangers apprentice books that I was bought for Christmas seriously good ready, I have started to make my very own book, and I am allot richer then 6 months ago when I smoked like a chimney.

i am going to concentrate on writing a new entery regarding eldest soon and i have also started to draw more and paint my warhammer abit more there will be pictures peace out and dont let the werewolf bite................................................................

Good wedding song?

I have recently become engaged and i was wondering what my first song was going too be after the wedding.
this is because i am not the average guy who would have so sappy love song so me and my other half Kat decided on Nickle back far away it is metal enough but also sloppy.

Happy new year every one.

Happy new year to all those out the in blogging land and one very special mention of my one an only Kat lady love you lots hope everything goes well for us this year and i will see you soon x

Stolen

I have stolen back my poem from my lovely other half to post on my blog but it is only because i would like people to become acquainted with the person who created it let me know what you think
Untitled poem

By the full moon mine true form is shown, by that true form a piece of freedom is felt,But that truth that is show is so terrible and beautiful that i try with utmost strength of will to control thy nature, Nature ironic a beast such as which burns in my very essence is called unnatural!What is unnatural man's burning desire to destroy the unknown before it can affect them or the beast the dwells in mine heart and the hearts of countless others,The cage i so wish to escape seems more then just iron clad wall with chains and heavy set pad locks, there is the cage of loneliness try to fine one who understands the nature of my unnatural life, find one not afraid to look and see what else there is in mine soul, past the beast and past the pain and rage,When i find the one who can understand then to them i yield and give fealty but shall never be tamed like his brethren.

a poem by T.Green.